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Incubo

It is a damn cold and disturbing morning. The dawn is breaking outside and I couldn't find any sleep yet.
What is life ? Why does everything feel so predictable ? Is there a way out of this prison ? My jail is my skin and I seem unable to find a way to breathe.
 For how long will I keep numbing myself away from reality ? What is reality ?
It seems to be this weird 1st person informationally overloaded constant vision.
This whole thing is such a weird scenario, who are all these people ? Why do they exist ? Why do I exist ? Why am I here ? Why do I have to be here ? Why do I think so much ? Is thought the only bound between me and this life thing ?
I feel so utterly tired of listening to my own voice, I'm surrounded by all kinds of people and yet I feel overwhelmed by my own constant and annoying company.
Am I just as nnoying to others as I am to myself ? I don't want to sleep, I don't want to face the lack of meaning of my existence... I don't want to rehearse death..
I hear noises of them waking up. How can they live without being haunted by the very same questions that keep on and on resonating inside of me ?
Am I God ? Would that be the reason why I am myself and why I am living this whole life ?
I feel so isolated in this hideous town where absolutely everyone seems to be empty of selfconsciousness ! I don't want to keep dissecting reality, I just needed to share this point of view.
It feels dangerous and unworth it to deconstruct every concept of existence... yet I wish people could just stop all their omnious deeds for a brief second and then ask themselves "WHY ?"

I looked into the skies for the answers... but all that I've found was silence and dirty ground.

...I feel much better now... per il momento, trovai una uscita fuori da questo incubo.